Saturday, 25 June 2011

Glimpse of An Eye....It's Gone :(




It takes a minute to say goodbye but it takes only a second to realize that goodbye is just so freaking painful. I mean, during the holidays, I was just chilling out and like many of us, looking forward to meeting friends in school again. That day, I logged in on Facebook, chatted with Lavy and then 'BAM'!

It hit me hard and felt something was gone, somewhere near my heart. Okkkieee, maybe not that dramatic but truth was it hurt in the inside. Lavy was leaving Regent...Damn shocked! Sad like hell but then few minutes, Novi was leaving for Regent.... WTF, man....I was like in tears, kinda.....and really sad. One of my closest friends since Standard 1 was leaving while an awesome guy I only got to know him for real this year was also leaving... And all of this happened before school holidays.....

:(

Well, then when school started, I felt empty.....School was way quieter and more bboring than ever. I had to plan a farewell for those two.... So I did and it went well except Lavy going home early becuz of a stomach pain....But at least we hanged out together with some of our friends b4 it was too late...


Moral of it, oh Fuck moral, man.... I will never underestimate friendship again...I bet my life on it...

Like they say, 'You will never miss someone till they're gone' Okkk, maybe I'm being a bit dramatic about this, Regent is not far away and can always chat through Facebook....But Facebook just doesnt give that feeling you have when talking to a true friend :)

Bye! Hope everyone gets the message.... :D

Tuesday, 14 June 2011

Mixed Emotions- Tough losses but we wont end here!


Heartbreak: We can bounce back from defeat like Gyan !!!


Well, what can I say about today, man. If u didnt came to play in SMKTAR soccer tournament, you will never feel the pain and disapointment of Temenggung. We lost all of the matches and only scored one goal but the scoreline only tells one part of the story.

Started with me in Laksamana but I was somehow transferred to Temenggung. I made it clear to Novi that I wanted to be in the 11 but never given the chance. At least , I would be there in 2nd half. So, seeing them play, I hoped our defence could stand tall and become like a brick wall. Wall?? More like a house of feathers. Our defence lost their....well everything in the 1st game! Sleepy defence at the starting minutes.

I was like WTF! when it ended 3-1 in 1st half. We had a chance but then after 10 minutes of solid defending , Emir scored a great freekick to make it 4-1!

Next match, I was in the game but faced Panglima, We were determined to win but instead crashed to a 2-0 loss. Tough luck I guessed. Wanted more support at the back but fustrated that we couldnt score.... Should have put away the goals.

Laksamana loomed and we wanted 3rd place. We fought like hell and were like deadlock. We had to win but I think, Novi lost the ball or must be some guy then it started a counter attack and when the ball came to Azam, he scored beautifully, Blamed for not closing him, but I dont noe, it looked like it was more of a descision fault replacing Zaheer . Just hated it cuz I and Thivaan kept it tidy before netttt....

So relegation battle now against Perdana who hasnt won like us, they hav Rishvan and Sarrvish while we hav Novi, Asyraf, Rohin and Thivaan. How could we lose?? Haha....we just didnt had the right keeper, Asyraf and Novi were like alone in the box too many times, missed chances and dont even make me start ablut the referee....Pissed man. Especially when Asyraf got hacked down loads of times! Well , I did my job and a solid one especially trying to outmuscle Sarrvish to the ball....he was tough but luckily luck was on my side. Rishvan scored and I really pissed that my leftback wasnt there....or anywhere there. We pushed but lost 1-0. Enjoyed my battles with Rishvan at the wing. Thivaan told me to kick Rishvan but I ain't that kind of defender....

Sham, Rishvan and Sarrvish said I played wonderful in the whole 4 games but I cant believe it . Conceding 5 goals in 4 matches I played on is a cool record but it dosent matter much cuz we still lost badly. I made my mark and Im gonna show it when its kelas vs kelas..

From aiming 1st to last, well missed school and missed Maths. I really wanna take this time to really talk about Firdaus. You talked trash about me and Novi so I'm throwing out the challenge. You improve your skills and then try to get your class into the final cuz u gonna face us. Let me see if u even make your class squad. And I'll be waiting.....Taunting us but the fact that you volunteered to be out.

Well another end to a day and back to school......Well if without Novi and Lavy feels like this in SMKTAR, then I really regret not saying goodbye to Lavy before holidays.... See you two in JJ and i'll miss you both. Ciao!

Monday, 6 June 2011

Such A Boring Holidays.....WTF!!



This holidays have been really boring for me, man... I pretty much figured out why:

a)Not much contact with friends: Yeah, I bet you all think Facebook, MSN, SMS can make us feel connected....Well, it aint even a tiny bit close compared to meeting your friends face to face! Voice from a handphone sucks compared to a voice from a cool friend. You cant have fun joking about on FB....

b)Drama- Ok, maybe sometimes I hate the crazy antics of the Jaya trio, Asyraf, Sham and Rishvan, but thats somehow makes life exciting......Holidays, only drama was Marcus dating with Elaine....That is crazy and hell-bent. He was dating Y.Xia and then her...Who knows what will happen in school, Marcus will COME to 2 Jaya every day....CONFIRM!! To be honest , school was exciting with paper balls war, girls crying, people fighting, jealous boys and so on...

c) Friends- Life is bore without friends and the main source of meeting friends -School. Ironic isn't it, school during exam was our hated place and now it has joy to cure our boredom. MINUS teachers,


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